they have amazing tutorials.
KEYBOARD:)
this is probably the best instrument on the planet. i can write songs and play it easily and i love it. i do have a keyboard at home, but im not sure if it works too well. i looked up the prices for keyboards at target and it ranges from 100 to 150. there are some realy great tutorials on how to play and how to create songs so im happy:D i hope the one at home works well enough for me to use it. and then so i can move it into my studio. :)
THE PLAN.
its pretty simple once i break it down.
first comes my youtube account, just to gather confindence and get my singing out there. of course with my amazing style, personality, and art/rants. i will continiue to educate myself in singing and all that. when i get older ill get more out there and in the zone. when im like 24 ill think seriously about trying harder to get noticed. well, more like 22. i want my childhood to myself and want to party the fuck out of myself before i get any paparazzi up in my face. anyway i just want to get on youtube and sort of establish myself. i think at around 17 or 15 ill look into finding a producer and record something. because im looking on the channel for J’Rose and she has a producer. shes like 10 and fat and completly unoriginal. but iether way, ill find one. so, there is is. my plan.when i get back to america and i get my computer, the first thing im doing with it is testing it out for webcam and recording and audio. but im realy confident, to me this Jrose girl has no talent. her range is realy..wierd. but anyway, thats my plan. ill expand more on youtube later.
- computer w. webcam
- youtube account
- keyboard
- wardrobe
- creativity
is what i need to start. i can teach myself to sing and write down some piano cords ( as i call them). my style is bold, my personality big, and my voice..hm. varietized.
you say you love me,
after just a day.
you dont even know me.
your so desperate, it makes me sick.
shut your mouth and close your heart,
stop ripping stupid girls hearts apart.
not me, i dont buy your shit.
so stop saying i love you.
it makes me kind of sad.
that your so empty hearted,
lying every time.
stop saying i love you.
its almost annoying,
how much you dont care.
even though i want to be original, mainstream music today isnt realy indie. i have to have a certain popy vibe about it. ill edit that in. my beats will be sick, but i want the core to be indie :) of course im not sticking to one genre, that would be redicilous. some songs will have a message and some meaning, others will just be the party time if i run out of ideas. i thinking of lyrics for a song for my first boyfriend. lol, faggot~.
slash my heart with an EX-OH
see through my exoskeleton.
shoot through my brain,
neruons racing away.
moon light flows through the air.
wind shrikes, giving me a scare.
dark cold streets, paris at night.
get out of the blackness,
run into the light, the light.
lights, wake my eyes, suprise.
here i am, city lights
lights, wake my eyes, surpires.
here i am, city lights.
burning in and out. flashing, standing still.
lights wake my eyes, surpires.
here i am, city lights.
city lights.
here i am, city lights.
^ i wrote that to fit a softer and slower version of Crystal Ball my keen. kinda focusing on the small fact that sometimes light hurts my eyes, intertwining with how i like citys.
poking at my organs tearing at my veins
throw me into the pile,
with the newly deads.
boil me till im gone,
rip me apart ,
throw me to the newly deads.
^ thats some lyrics i wrote last night. it was inspired by the video i watched on how they treat dogs in china. i love the newly deads part, i got it from newly weds.
thiness.
for some reason, theres a part of me that doenst want to loose weight because being fat is just who i am. its wierd. but thats not stopping me. i was born to be skinny. I WAS BORN THIS WAY. oh thats another thing. confidence is key. anyway, i must be skinny. not boney, but..well rounded. flat stomach, a space between thighs, no double chin. ya know. the usual :)
